Popsugar Celebrity Taylor Swift's Lover Taylor Swift's Diary Entries in Deluxe Lover Albums "This Summer Is the Apocalypse": Taylor Swift's Diaries Give a Glimpse Into Her Most Personal Moments 27 August 2019 by Kelsie Gibson First Published: 23 August 2019 Image Source: Getty / Jeff Kravitz Taylor Swift let her music do the talking on her Reputation album, but she's practically an open book on her recent Lover album. In addition to offering more glimpses of her relationship with Joe Alwyn and opening up about her fears and anxieties, the singer also gives us an in-depth look at her most personal thoughts about monumental moments in her life. In deluxe versions of the album, fans can read Taylor's journal entries dating all the way back to when she was 13. There are candid tidbits about that infamous 2009 VMAs moment with Kanye West, her first meeting with Big Machine Records founder Scott Borchetta, and even the original lyrics to "All Too Well." See some of her most notable entries ahead. Taylor Swift's Journal Entry About Her First Meeting With Scott Borchetta ✍🏼 | Journal entry November 5th 2004: The day Taylor had her first official meeting with Scott Borchetta pic.twitter.com/nIu2DtM9aO— Taylor Swift Updates (@TSUpdatesNYBU) August 23, 2019 1 / 12 Taylor Swift's Journal Entry About Wanting to Name Her Album Red ✍🏼 | Journal entry September 8, 2011: “I'd love to name my next album ‘RED’.” pic.twitter.com/M60fJtZtr4— Taylor Swift Updates (@TSUpdatesNYBU) August 23, 2019 2 / 12 Taylor Swift's Journal Entry About the Aftermath of Her Kim Kardashian Feud ✍🏼 | Taylor’s Journal entry from August 29th 2016 aged 26 years old pic.twitter.com/ah4bpbypst— Taylor Swift Updates (@TSUpdatesNYBU) August 23, 2019 Related: A Complete Timeline of Taylor Swift and Kanye West's Feud 3 / 12 Taylor Swift's Lyrics to Her Unreleased Song "Nothin New" ✍🏼 | Taylor’s #Lover deluxe journal entries include lyrics to some of her unreleased songs:“Nothin New”: “I'm getting older and less sure of what you like about me anyway. How can a person know everything at 18 and nothing at 22? And will you still want me when I'm nothin new?” pic.twitter.com/CNUdQrcZ85— Taylor Swift Updates (@TSUpdatesNYBU) August 23, 2019 4 / 12 Taylor Swift's Journal Entry About Dating Joe Alwyn ✍🏼 | Journal entry January 3rd 2017: “We have been together and no one has found out for 3 months now. I want it to stay that way because I don’t want anything about this to change or become too complicated or intruded upon.” pic.twitter.com/6Q6YHN1RQM— Taylor Swift Updates (@TSUpdatesNYBU) August 23, 2019 5 / 12 Taylor Swift's Journal Entry About Wanting Red to Win at the Grammys ✍🏼 | Taylor’s Journal entry from January 25th 2014 aged 24 years old pic.twitter.com/UgUL9OfzD6— Taylor Swift Updates (@TSUpdatesNYBU) August 23, 2019 6 / 12 Taylor Swift's Original Lyrics to "Never Grow Up" 🎶 | The original lyrics to “Never Grow Up” pic.twitter.com/1lOg54Ch7E— Taylor Swift Updates (@TSUpdatesNYBU) August 23, 2019 7 / 12 Taylor Swift's Journal Entry About Kanye West Interrupting Her Speech at the 2009 VMAs ✍🏼 | Journal entry September 18, 2009 from after the VMAs: “Let's just say, if you had told me Kanye West would have been the number one focus of my week, the media, and my part in the VMA's I would've looked at you crossed eyed.” pic.twitter.com/mtVrQ2oKfd— Taylor Swift Updates (@TSUpdatesNYBU) August 23, 2019 8 / 12 Taylor Swift's Original Lyrics to "This Love" ✍🏼 | October 17th 2012: The day Taylor wrote the lyrics for “This Love” pic.twitter.com/lEHcdGBFz8— Taylor Swift Updates (@TSUpdatesNYBU) August 23, 2019 9 / 12 Taylor Swift's Journal Entry on Feeling Anxious About People Watching Her ✍🏼 | Journal entry August 24, 2013:“It’s perculiar to me that after all these years, I still get so anxious when I see a group of people staring, amassed outside my house, pointing camera phones up. But the point is, they’re still watching. Everyone loves to watch a good hunt.” pic.twitter.com/fwk9X0GFsT— Taylor Swift Updates (@TSUpdatesNYBU) August 23, 2019 10 / 12 Taylor Swift's Journal Entry About Superstardom ✍🏼 | Journal entry August 14th 2013 reflecting on her superstardom life and how she worries about our generation’s level of “possession”:“This mostly perfect life can feel a lot like being a tiger in a wildlife enclosure. It’s pretty in there, but you can’t get out.” pic.twitter.com/d0quac5az0— Taylor Swift Updates (@TSUpdatesNYBU) August 23, 2019 11 / 12 Taylor Swift's Original Lyrics to "All Too Well" 🎶 | Some of the original lyrics for “All Too Well” featured in #Lover deluxe 1 pic.twitter.com/bllPXoDYAf— Taylor Swift Updates (@TSUpdatesNYBU) August 23, 2019 12 / 12 Taylor Swift's LoverTaylor Swift