7 Curve Models Get Real About Their Experiences in the Modelling Industry

Brielle Anyea: My experience breaking into the industry wasn't the easiest, as I submitted to over 30 agencies worldwide about five and half years ago, and only heard from four at the time. For the agencies that said no, it had everything to do with my size, complexion and shape. The industry doesn't really care for plus-sized women, [nor] Black women, so me being a darker-skinned, plus-sized woman with extra curves made it a lot harder to break in.

Tess Holliday: Tough. It felt impossible at times. I questioned myself and my intentions constantly, but I knew that I was on the right path, even if the path wasn't clearly laid out for me. I didn't feel represented in the industry because of my height, size and being tattooed. No one wanted to take me seriously, and it took me being one of the first models to have a large following on social media for brands to pay attention. Then, they wanted to work with me, and sometimes that really pissed me off. But it was a foot in the door, and that's how you change things. Real, lasting changes [have] to start from inside.

Candice Huffine: Twenty years ago when I signed my first contract as a plus-sized model, the industry was a different place entirely. The representation of Curve was very new, quite undefined, and very uneven in the demographic of the Plus women it represented at the time. It was implied that "she" was older, more conservative and not interested in high fashion. I feel like these kind of misconceptions about who the curvy woman was and what she wanted kept the opportunities for models to really break through at a great distance. As a plus-sized model in the early 2000s when I started, there just simply were no castings for makeup brands, magazine editorials, or fashion weeks for someone with measurements outside of the industry standard.

Iskra Lawrence: My experience breaking in was ten years of being told I was too big to be straight-sized, then too small to be plus-sized. When I finally realised I shouldn't try to change myself, but instead change the industry, I was met with disbelief even by my own agents at the time who refused to submit my portfolio to New York agencies because 'there was no industry for me'. [When I did] book jobs, there [were] multiple times [when] I found out I was getting paid less and even half of what the straight-sized models were getting paid. My body not fitting into their ideals made me a second rate model with a second class day rate.

Brielle Anyea: I think when I first started, it was right before [plus-sizes] became a fashion trend, so I caught every form of discrimination and didn't work a lot. Now, everyone wants to bank on the inclusivity coin. I've been super busy as a model, and have had major opportunities offered that were originally a "heck no" a few years ago. It's not 100 percent changed, but we've seen a major increase thanks to plus-sized women speaking up, models speaking up, and brands realising how much more money they can make off of us.

Tess Holliday: People aren't as shocked anymore when I tell them what I do, and even though I still have to fight for respect, it comes a little easier. I also have more fun because I don't feel like the token fat girl anymore for brands. So many brands are doing the real work with being truly inclusive. The work definitely isn't done, but damn I'm having fun!

Candice Huffine: I entered this industry as a plus-sized model, and have remained very proud of the recognition and support I've always felt since day one. Even if there was not an abundance of opportunity for me in the very beginning, while the industry was navigating its journey into inclusivity, I never once felt like I didn't belong.

Brielle Anyea: I don't care about it. I've been plus-sized all my life, so I came to love the term. It is a descriptive name society gave me to make me feel like crap. However, the jokes on them because now I use it as my power. You can call me [a] "model" or [a] "plus-sized model", as long as you add "And she's doing dang good!" after it.

Chloe Marshall: The term "plus-sized" doesn't bother me, as there are so many women out there [who] identify with the term. I do, however, have a problem with the term being used for a woman that is smaller than a size US 14. That is not "plus-sized". I would love for one day to be called "model", but for now, I am just very happy to represent a market that helps women feel beautiful and confident in their own skin.

Leslie Sidora: I am not for it, and I'm not against it. I consider myself [a model]. If [the term] makes people happy, that's good, but I don't want [it] to be misused, thinking that plus-sized is only size 16. There's so many people in between who need representation, too.

Brielle Anyea: Yes all the time. Brands usually only have one sample size for plus-sized and straight-sized models, so they expect every single model to contort their bodies to fit one size for photo shoots. This is the main reason so many models have eating disorders, [and] low confidence and self worth. Their entire career is [spent] working super hard to fit into one size. That's extremely hard. I don't allow comments to be made about my body on set anymore with me present. If it's said, I immediately correct them and let them know it's not OK.

Hayley Hasselhoff: I have been asked to lose weight before. Was it hard to hear? Yes. Was I happy I heard it when I was in a secure place with who I was? YES. I remember leaving my agency calling my mother and balling my eyes out. But I would have never shown that to my agent, as I knew I was worthy to be in this industry no matter if I had gained a pound or two. Being a plus-sized model still means you have to take care of your health and your body. But every body is different, and it is normal to fluctuate with your weight at times. I always approach body remarks with kindness and care. Especially at work; you have to remember it is not about you, yet about the sample size in which they are trying to fit on you.

Candice Huffine: The first time I ever stepped foot into an agency, I was asked to lose weight in order to be signed. I knew that was not a path I could safely walk down, and declined on the spot. The next day, I received a contract to be a plus-sized model and signed immediately, my only question being: "Can I just be me?" The answer was "Yes", and the rest is history, as they say.

Leslide Sidora: My weight fluctuates a lot depending on my stress and eating, but my agents never asked me anything, nor made any hurtful comments. I'm at my lowest since I've started modelling, and I was the one worried about my weight loss. They've been nothing but supportive. The issue often comes with the people I work on set with who think it's OK to comment on my weight. I usually try to not give any energy to negativity, but I'm human, and sometimes it hurts. Body shaming someone because they're not up to your idea of what plus-sized should be isn't OK.

Brielle Anyea: For me, it was my back. I'm very broad in the shoulders and have my plenty share of back rolls, too. It took some praying and getting uncomfortable to get comfortable shooting. To help me be OK with it, I started wearing backless outfits in the mirror, then outside with a jacket, and then outside without a jacket. It took me three years to get to that point! I can love something but not like it. If I want to change it, that's perfectly fine too. Whatever I do on my body or for my body, it's because I want to, and that's nobody's business but mine. Just know that I love me regardless!

Hayley Hasselhoff: Yes and no. It is part of my job to find ways to let go of how Hayley feels about her body and remember I am there to do a job. We all have good and bad days, but on some of my bad days, I still have to show up to set and shoot. With this, I have gotten very good [about bringing] along things that help me reconnect to my being while I'm in the makeup chair, and can prep my mindset. I use crystals, essential oils and affirmations. I feel very blessed that most of [the] shoots I have been on have always been very welcoming and [encourage me] to feel great in my figure. I love what I do so much, and remember on the bad days that I am never alone. I am here for a purpose to make a change in equality in fashion.

Tess Holliday: I never thought there would be a point in my life where I would be able to look at my naked body and feel anything other than disgust. I have multiple full length mirrors in my house, and there were times even recently where I caught myself not loving what I saw, but then I checked myself quick [and said] "stop that shit." I started believing that I was worthy of loving my body. That was the only thing that changed. I think we are sold the idea that if we love ourselves, everything will fall into place. Once you realise that's not true, it's a lot easier to shift into a more loving space towards yourself. Also, people that love themselves and their bodies can simultaneously really dislike parts of themselves, and we have to allow space towards forgiving ourselves, and being kinder and more gentle. The road towards loving your body will never be perfect, but hopefully we can change society to make it easier for generations to come.

Chloe Marshall: I have my down days where I don't like certain things [on my body], but more and more, those days are very few and far between. I have focussed so much of my energy on body acceptance and confidence over the years.

Hayley Hasselhoff: With the industry comes the fear of the unknown. It is something [that], as an artist, you have to understand, acknowledge and find ways to walk alongside. At an early age, I understood that I must live in a full state of acceptance, as resisting is the opposite of accepting. I know that with every negative, there is a positive, or a lesson in which will help guide me to the path I should be on. Words of affirmation have always been a great way for me to ease my mental health within this industry. To live a life of full acceptance, truth and trust. Having a good self-care regime is also key — listening to my body when I need a day of rest and permitting myself to not feel guilty about it.

Chloe Marshall: I have had my days when I go home and cry after a casting, but talking through things with agents, other friends in the industry and trusted
advisors always sheds light on the important things in life. I think that's the most active way I protect my mental health — keep an open dialog and always know that one person's opinion cannot and should not change the way you feel about yourself, and that should always be love.

Leslie Sidora: [It] definitely took a toll on me. Modelling is very unsettling. You never know when your next day of work will come, or how long you have in the industry, so there's pressure for me to make the most out of my experience, and try to help people as much as I can. I had to start taking more time for myself while still trying to figure out who I was and my purpose. COVID was a great help for me. It pushed me to learn how to relax and stop searching for what's next — what's the next big job [or] big campaign. Just [live] in the moment.

Hayley Hasselhoff: We have the power to change societal standards of beauty through fashion. Fashion is a universal language, and has the power and voice to create positive change. [It] should be designed with all walks of life in mind — it should feel inclusive with size and diversity. [Our] fight for size inclusivity is just another fight for equality for all. Make a woman feel empowered by being designed for. Don't just tick off a box one season — strive to normalize our movement. Beauty comes in all different shapes and sizes.

Candice Huffine: Double down on your commitment.

Iskra Lawrence I hope that the gatekeepers see their responsibility and use their privilege to not use diversity as a tokenism, but for the real reason that it changes lives when people see themselves represented and included. It doesn't need to be a PR stunt, but a normalization to see all people throughout the fashion industry. I hope I can use my platform to encourage those who don't feel represented to stand up and be the first, and continue to fight for others with my own white privilege directly and indirectly on and off set.

Chloe Marshall: Even though the plus-sized market has grown over the years, there is still so much room for growth from how brands list their sizes (hint: maybe we just stop using the word, "plus"!), to what sizes the brand goes up to, along with more tailored fits for these size ranges. I know that we are on the cusp of a huge body revolution, and I am ready and excited to see what is to come in the next few years.