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She Was Terrified Her 2nd Album Wouldn't Live Up to Her Debut

After experiencing such incredible success with her first album, SOAK felt burdened by the weight of expectation while working on her second album, Grim Town. "When I stopped touring and started doing the new record, I was devastated by doubt and pressure," she told Vice during a January 2019 interview. "I found it really hard to work under the knowledge that people were expecting something. I think I spent those years of touring in a bubble and avoiding my personal life, so when I got home I ended up massively depressed."

Of course, she was eventually able to channel all that stress and pressure into her album. "I was in a pit of self-doubt in terms of how I worked creatively," she later added. "I didn't trust my own ideas. I'd make one note and then be like, 'No, actually I hate music!' I was feeling really negative, and the album was born out of how I felt at that time. I wanted to make my brain a location because it felt easier to process everything that was going on in that way."